Monday, March 22, 2010

I'd give you the day but its not mine yet..

So i went to school today and it wasnt that bad, im pumped for gym because were doing badminton and i like playing badminton, i love to dance while i play it makes everything much more intense. Im not looking forward to going to science tommorrow, but i got to get my mark up. Tonight im not doing anything special im probibly just gunna sit around and hangout. My moms off maybe ill ask her to watch a movie or something together. I have to do some homework and think about William. (L)
This girl i just ment on the weekend, shes just 17 and she has a 10 month old baby and i admire the girl so much i just have to give her props to go through what she had to at such a young age and take care of the little guy, hes adorable to. he could be like a show baby. He kept on looking at me with his big brown eyes and i was just mezmorized by him he would make me smile then he would mimic a smile back. Will was like holy he wont stop staring at kristen. Haha The poor guy was really sick though he had a terrible cough and you could hear him breathing from the other room. I dont know if i could do what that girl did, having to give up so much for a little kid. Ive had dreams about me being pregnant and having a kid before and it scared me a little bit. In my dream i had gained weight and my hair was all naughty and messy and i looked like a zombie so sleep deprived and me and my baby were sleeping in my room. I pushed away everybody included the father of the baby but then eventually he came over himself and told me he wanted to see his son. And it just freaked me out. All the judgements that would be made about you and everything. If i ever got pregnant i wouldent know what to do. I would probibly have the baby bbut i cant even imagine so im going to keep it safe till im older (y)
Thats about all that i have to write about todayy. thanks for all your help mrs roth i appreciate it <3
kb

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