Mysoundtrack.

so i had an amazing weekend. I made new friends, learned new things.. saw new moon. It was great. I stayed over at one of my best friends house.. im guunna call her shortshorts, because of a inside joke from the summer, and i pretty much owe my life to her for introducing me to this boy.. that im going to call mysoundtrack because his voice has been the soundtrack of my weekend. His speaking and his singing. Friday night.. wow what a night. I will make the long story short. We went to a show, but ended up partying in a van. The band changed one of there lyrics to better off without those b**ches in my trunk. haha so thats is mine and shortshorts new nickname. Were VIP ;). After lets just say. PARTY. We went to the guitarists house and had some fun, then went back to mysoundtracks, this is where things got good for me :) All throughout being at guitarists house me and mysoundtrack were flirting and teasing eachother i could tell he really wanted to kiss me and i did to, but i wasnt sure if i should or not. But i ended up in mysoundtracks basement with his lips pressed to mine. All i can remember is the immense butterflys and my loss for words. I also remember the shock that would run through my veins when his hand would brush along my skin, or the way my stomach twisted when he would whisper my name. I felt so great that he was acknowleging me. The only thing was. Is that i didnt want to get ahead of myself, and end up getting hurt. Though the tingly feeling i got when he would kiss my forehead or rub noses with me.
Saturday was a good and bad day, i woke up at 7 ish not feeling well from the previous night but lived. What got me through was the thought of going to see new moon with mysoundtrack, shortshorts and guitarist. When the time came we got picked up at guitarists house by mysoundtrack and went. The movie was really good. bbut i found myself concentrating on mysoundtrack most of the time, wanting to hold his hand but i just couldent bring myself to do it. Like a shy little boy on the first date. It was embarassing everytime he caught me looking at him.. i would just smile and he would smile back. By the end of the movie i was a little dissappointed because all that had happen was mysoundtrack put his arm around me for like 10 seconds and touched my hair, then dropped us off at shortshorts house and left. Depressed i sat down and watched family guy. Shortshorts texted mysoundtrack telling him to come over to hangout for a little bit with guitarist before they have to work. Once they got there we just all sat on the couch and watched some t.v and talked. I ended up getting really close to mysoundtrack and cuddling with him along with holding his hand. He also kissed me on the forehead and when he left he gave me a big hug. So i was pretty content with that. As the night came along so did the drama.. my ex that still apperently is in love with me found out i was hanging out with mysoundtrack and just flipped started to be overdramatic to the point where shortshorts got mad and so did I. I also found out that mysoundtrack said he couldent take me seriously with the ex still hanging around, he doesnt want to mess with his emotions or something like that. So i got a little upset and got mad at my ex for not thinking. Looking for attention from me he did some really stupid things that i just ignored. Then signed on msn and started to get really mad at me for not helping and saying really rude things. I knew it wasnt him because he would never say anything like he did to me. The next day come to find out it was his ex girlfriend, one of my friends to.. so i was mad that my friend would do something like that to me for the ex boyfriend she hated. Later on sunday she tried to apologize to me and say she still wanted to be my friend. Not sure if i want the same thing or not.
All sunday was pretty much a work day for me, i sat around and worked on my art project.. a self portrait . Then i sat around on the computer. I probibly had one of the best, intense and deepest conversations with mysoundtrack virtually possible we got into so much about his past and life lessons and out opinions on things. He told me some things that he hasnt even told his best friend.. let alone his parents. I felt really special and trusted to find those things out. Throughout the conversation i replayed the same for songs over and over again by his band. He being singer.. was the only way i could hear his voice without him actually being with me. Around 11 pm he really wanted to come and steal me so we could hangout because he was lonely and feeling cuddly, seeing that i was like EEEEEKKK, but i looked so bad and was half asleep so i told him another day and he said ok. It was almost midnight and i felt bad because i knew he had to wake up early to go to college, but he said he was staying up to talk to me and he votes thats a good decision. Of course i got butterflys. Finally i drag myself off the computer around 12:15 after listening to his music about 200 times per song with a smile on my face due to a great conversation. I sang myself the lyrics that i finally new and fell asleep.
It was mostly a great weekend and i can not wait to see mysoundtrack again.
I dont want to get to far ahead of myself because i dont want to be hurt, but taking that risk could end in something very well :)
ooohhhh mysoundtrack :D