Its been a little while since ive last written in here so there is quite a bit to get caught up on. The past week has been really bad for me, so much has went on. Im going to start with on Sunday night. When my mom got back from work me and my bf where in my room and she came in and asked me if i noticed my dad walking around anywhere and i said no.. what are you talking about? She told me for the last couple of hours my dad had been stalking around our house and our street waiting for my mom to come home, and it turned out he was sitting across the road under a tree watching me and my bf walk inside. Scary. He got into a fight with his mom and left.. walked to where i live and waited. He wanted to talk to my mom.. or just come back to his old family. My mom had to get a ride home from her friend and get walked inside. My dad isnt suppost to be within 100 metres of our home.. her work. us and our schools but he broke the restrains. She told me she was going to the police. I got really upset and started to cry, i begged her not to because i knew he would go back to jail for a really long time and i didnt even want him to go to jail the first time, but she told me she shouldent have to be scared in her own house. So she did and i listened to the police drive around my home until they found him. I was really upset and felt super sorry for my boyfriend having to be there through all this. I was so depressed i didnt even move i sat on my bed staring at my feet with tears falling down my face. I listened to my mom give her statement about what happened and the police say he will be charged once more for breaking 3 of his stipulations and then leave. I cryed even more at the thought of my dad not making it through. I dont know how long he will be going to jail this time. Why is he so dumb sometimes it really hurts me. I dont even know what to do anymorre. That whole niight i stayed up and finally fell asleep at 6 a.m. I didnt have to go to school the next day my whole family stayed home. Everyone was upset. Theeen Later on that night i broke up with my boyfriend. We are taking a break. I think i really need to figure out my feelings for him because its so unfair and maybe were ment to be friends? I dont know. I'm just going to see where this takes us. Those were the big downfalls of my week there are alot of other little thingss that have happenend but i would rather not mention some on here. whooof. Well getting more positive im excited for the weekend. Friday im going to the football game and then maybe a party or just going to a friends house. Then saturday im going to hangout in dorchester with a couple of new friends ive met and have a sleepover, yeeey ! Then sunday im going to try one of the practises for indoor field hockey and see if i like it. If i do im going to order a stick and keep going back. There house league season starts in january. Until then its just practising skills. That would be good for me, i want to learn how to deek and drive better. :)